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Two People In One
by Mic Finger
Two people in one,one happy,one sad
Two sides of me,one mad and one glad.
There's only one side,I try to let show;
my feelings inside,the others don't know.
I'm two people in one,as strange as that sounds,
the real me inside,no one has found.
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Monday, December 21, 2009
I feel that my life is really screwed up now...
Cs is away for that china immersion trip...and I obviously can't call her up to talk.
I screwed up things between you and me Ave...I'm really sorry.
I have been skipping training since..well a long time ago...hence haven't spoken to hui hui or amelia in a long time...
I no longer have cathechism classes..I won't get the opportunity to talk to my classmates.
Sab has left me for Germany until next year..
I've been grounded and hence have skipped every class outing...
I feel like an outcast..have i been abandoned?
My life is screwed up. I've screwed up and ruined everything for myself..heh
It's like I have this emptiness inside of me...Ave, I guess I can feel it now...
I think I know the solution inside...but I'm afraid..I don't want to do it..I'm ashamed...
Someone please...help me?
I Draw @
7:07 AM
About Me
Name: Vanessa Soh
Age: 15 going on 16
School: Anglican High
Birthday: 9th September 1994
I'm mostly just looking for guidance..and hoping that I'll manage to get my head straight..